KRASH OUT 2011 was nothing like i expected!

Alesana, Live in Kuala Lumpur! This event happened yesterday at MCPA Hall. First it felt like effing excited!. Then it turned out like a knife on my heart. Lemme get this story straight to you guys okay? I went there with a friend of mine Dhamira a.k.a Yaya! :D And her brother with his friends Muz, Kak Rainy and Yatt. The band CROSSFAITH did the opening last night! Which is FUCKING AWESOME! From now on i'm gonna be a big fan of theirs! I LOVE YOU CROSSFAITH! After that, the band Set Your Goals. This guys are FANTASTIC! especially the one who wears the CROOZ t-shirt if i'm not mistaken, HE'S CUTE! AWWWWWWWWW :D and if you look carefully, the audience are trying to grab him but they grabbed him on the wrong place. #YouKnowWhatIMean XD After that, we took about 5 minutes break. Then we waited for about 10 to 15 more minutes for Alesana to perform. My blood were pumping, adrenaline rushing, i'm sweating like a pig. And the curtains started to open, the first thing i saw was DENNIS! He ROCKED THE STAGE LIKE FUCKING CRAZY last night! HE'S AWESOME! Then they played, This conversation is over (the song on my blog), The Murderer, The Thespian, Apology, Early Morning, This Is The Part Where People Scream, Congratulations, I Hate You, Annabel and 1 or 2 more i think. I can't recall, HEEEE. Like i said, Dennis was awesome, so does SHAWN, PAT, JEREMY & ALEX! I LOVE YOU GUYS! Jeremy rocked the drum shirtless! OMAIGAWD! :D Alex were fun with the audience. Pat keep on rocking with his guitar! And Shawn throw up his vocals like crazy and he did some pretty weird moves up there but i like it, HAHA XD Notice something? I didn't mention about Shane. First of all, he got my knees weak by smilling at me, AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW :D But then i heard my heart breaking into pieces slowly. Well, it's because he looks like he was angry and at the same time he looks like he doesn't wanna be there!  I dunno why, but i think he might be mad at someone or he's just tired from the tour or something, poor him :/  But he did that till the show was over. I don't think he should have done that. Because there'are so many fan of his in that hall cheering for him for example me, and just by doing that, you just made your biggest fan which is me very very disappointed :'(  After their show's over. Me, Yaya, Val and Enn waited at the hall door for the meet and greet session. After like 15 minutes of waiting a dude came to us and told us that Alesana don't wanna meet us. At this point i felt like crying. They don't wanna meet us? My heart felt like it got stabbed by fucking dagger! Then we were sitting outside the hall thinking how to get back home. At that time, it was 12PM, there's no bus after 12PM. Then, we saw Alesana walked out from the hall and got in a van. Shane was like 5 feet away from me! It kills me to see his face because he's still doing the face! There are like 10 fan including me wanted to snap a pic with him, but he just ignored it and he acted like there's no one there! YOU'RE GOTTA BE FUCKING KIDDING ME! I CAN'T BELIEVE HE DID THAT! FUCK YOU SHANE! FUCK YOU! I feel like i wanna pull a dick cheney on him! We all got mad at Alesana and that asshole Shane. i made a really big poster for them to sign on it, and i also drew a picture of Shane to give it to him, i really love them but this is how they treat me? This is how they treat their fans? I WASTED MY TIME ON YOU GUYS! This is sad you know. Maybe there were thinking that they are hotshot, popular, people love them and shit and the can do whatever they want! That is so UNPROFESSIONAL! After that horrible moment me, Yaya and Muz walked down the Maharajalela Street and found a 7E shop and decided to wait there until next morning to catch a bus. At that time it was 2 in the morning! While we were chilling there a very nice chinese uncle help us how to get us home. He got us a cab with a low price RM40 usually it will be more expensive because it's after 12PM, they knows that were desperate to go home. FUCK YOU! Then we got home at 3 in the morning. We went to Dhamira's house to send her there, then Muz send me back home with his motorcycle. On our way to my house, i heard a fucking insanely scary voice  screaming! It was a women's voice. Bunyi dia macam pontianak mengilai! I almost pissed my pants at that time. We spoke nothing about it sebab orang kata kalau benda macam ni jgn tegur kan? Thank gawd nothing followed us. Then, i got home and decided to go to school tomorrow. But i passed out and woke up at 4PM. I were asleep for like 12 hours, and i'm still tired. Kay, that's all. Kbyeeeeeeeeeeeeee :P